if i had one chance
i wish that i had met you earlier
earlier than her..
then all things wouldnt be so complicated
or rather,
i wished i never met you
so no one would be depressed
and i know you hate to make choices
and i actually did force you to.
i apologise for that and
and, i just hope
i can give up on you
and forget about you, night or day
you wont be on my mindd
):

okay anyway...
im in lit class now
and jo and do are like saying
HA CHA and doing all sorts of weird things
ZOMG. they are weird
REALLY WEIRD(: heh heh heh.
i love love them though
they make me smile
curve and groove babyy..(:
SHARON SAYS HI <3
hahaha
she typed that on her own.
weird isnt she
but yeahh
the comp lab is friggin cold
and eunice and kelly are laughing so
LOUD.

but they are loud.
hahaha..

JASON I SHALL GIVE YOU THE HONOUR
TO BE THE GUY THAT BLUSHES THE MOST.

hahaha(:
steph is sick.
pity isnt it. AWWW):
i bet she is sleeping at home
or rather talking or smsing aaron.
its getting far too annoying.
whatever.

i hate relationships
i hate getting mixed feelings
i especially hate someone.
byee!!!

SHOUT OUTS
dearest jo,
yesterday was the blast
and i didnt really wanted to talk
so yeahh.. but thanks for everything
being there for me when i needed that
and just cheering me on.
i wanna say im fine
and that im gonna move on.
move on and be completely unaware
of certain things
feelings are but feelings.
i dont trust my heart no more.
beautiful, your all i need
to keep my heart beating<3

steph:
take care my dear gurl(:
you helped me alot
and prove that our friendship
is not like any other
i really can tell you all my worries
and thanks for that wake up.
its good enough((:

eileen:
hey my dear.
i know you've got your own problems
and yet you still hear my cries
and EVERYTHING.
your just awesome pretty.
I LOVE TALKING TO YOU.

dodo FISHBALLIE:
my sweetie my sweetie.
you are just so funny
you perk up my life like nothing.
you make me smile like crazy now. HAHA
stop announcing to the world about something
SHHH..
its our secrets.

okay gtg.
my lit teacher is bugging.
tata<3

i hope i wont love you deeper.
heartbreaks are numb.